The Rambling Sailor/Ne Me Tangito

NE ME TANGITO "This man . . . would have known who and what manner of woman this is: for she is a sinner."—S. Luke vii. 39.
      ODD, You should fear the touch,
The first that I was ever ready to let go,
      I, that have not cared much
For any toy I could not break and throw
To the four winds when I had done with it. You need not fear the touch,
Blindest of all the things that I have cared for very much
In the whole gay, unbearable, amazing show.

True—for a moment—no, dull heart, you were too small,
Thinking to hide the ugly doubt behind that hurried puzzled little smile:
Only the shade, was it, you saw? but still the shade of something vile:
      Oddest of all!
So I will tell you this. Last night, in sleep,
Walking through April fields I heard the far-off bleat of sheep
And from the trees about the farm, not very high,
A flight of pigeons fluttered up into an early evening mackerel sky.
      Someone stood by and it was you:
      About us both a great wind blew.
      My breast was bared
      But sheltered by my hair
      I found you, suddenly, lying there,
  Tugging with tiny fingers at my heart, no more afraid:
      The weakest thing, the most divine
      That ever yet was mine,
      Something that I had strangely made,
      So then it seemed—
  The child for which I had not looked or ever cared,
    Of whom, before, I had never dreamed.