Poems (Sill)/The Deserter

THE DESERTER.
BLINDEST and prayer, and most frantic
Clutching at a senseless boon,
His that begs, in mad despair,
Death to come;—he comes so soon!

Like a reveler that strains
Lip and throat to drink it up—
The last ruby that remains,
One red droplet in the cup.

Like a child that, sullen, mute,
Sulking spurns, with chin on breast,
Of the Tree of Life a fruit,
His gift of whom he is the guest.

Outcast on the thither shore,
Open scorn to him shall give
Souls that heavier burdens bore:—
"See the wretch that dared not live!"