Poems (Helen Jenkins)/Why am I Sad

WHY AM I SAD?
Why am I sad, when all the world
Around me is so fair,
While yet so young I scarce have known
A shade of grief or care?
Why come unbidden to my heart
These thoughts so strangely sad,
When Nature's sweet and sunny smile
Seems bidding me be glad?

I look around upon the earth,
Upon the far-spread sky,
And O! such brilliant beauty,
Such glory meets my eye;
My heart is filled with love divine!
Such sweet ecstatic love,
I seem to mount on spirit wings
And through Elysium move.

A flower, a bird's sweet carol free,
A gaily-singing rill,
With sweet and tender memories
Doth make my spirit thrill;
And sweeter pleasures cluster
Within home's precincts dear,
With father, mother and the band
Of loved ones gathered here.

Then why so oft will sadness come,
A visitor unloved?
Would that her chilling presence
Forever were removed!
She folds her wings above my head
Where'er I chance to be,
Seeking to darken all the light
Of love and joy for me.