Poems (Cary)/Remorse

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REMORSE.
  Break Sweetly, red morning,
    I shudder with fear,
  For dreaming at midnight
    My darling, my dear,
My Mary, my lost loving Mary, was here.

  Soft smoothing my pillow,
    Soft soothing my woe,
  She folded the coverlid,
    Dainty as snow,
About my chill bosom, and kneeling so slow,

  Meek clasped she together
    Her hands, lily white,
  While the flow of her tresses,
    All golden with light
Of the world where there never is any more night,

  Fell over my forehead,
    And bathed it like dew,
  As the pale mortal sorrow
    In lifetime she knew,
Was mixed with the fond whisper, "Pray I for you."

  And therefore this tremulous
    Shudder of pain
  Shakes my desolate bosom;
    This agonized rain
Fills my eyes, that I thought not to vex me again.

  Break sweetly, red morning,
    Break sweetly, I pray;
  In the darkness of midnight
    As moaning I lay,
Fled this vision, this beautiful vision away.

  On a hill where the larches
    Trail low to the ground,
  Till the moon lights but faintly
    The headstones around,
Fast asleep lieth Mary beneath the hushed mound.

  In her white shroud she lieth
    Beneath the cold stone—
  My life was the shadow
    That darkened her own,
And my death-crown to-night is of thorns I have sown.