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we ought to have thought lightly of death, on the grounds that it was not likely to retain any sensation, afflicted as we now are, we ought not merely to think lightly of it, but even to pray for it.

⁵ On your part, as you love me, make the best of that leisure of yours, and convince yourself that, apart from wrong and blameworthy conduct, of which you have always been and will be innocent, nothing can befall a man which is horrible or greatly to be feared; on my part, if I think it possible and proper, I shall come and see you soon; if anything happens to make a change of plan necessary, I shall inform you at once. Don't let your desire to see me stir you in your poor state of health from where you are, until you have inquired of me by letter what I wish you to do. I should be glad if you would maintain your regard for me, as indeed you do, and carefully study your health and peace of mind.