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your not refusing, my boy, but of your readiness, of the pleasure and the gladness with which you will receive her promise.... How are things going at home?"

"What does that matter? I decide everything at home. Only father is playing the fool as usual, but you know what a perfect disgrace he has become. I never speak to him, but I do keep him in check, and if it were not for my mother I would turn hi out of the house. Mother does nothing but cry, of course; my sister is angry, but I told them straight out at last that I can do what I like with myself, and that I wish to be... master in the house. I put it all very clearly to my sister, while my mother was there."

"I still fail to understand it, my boy," observed the general meditatively, with a slight motion of his hands and shrug of his shoulders. "Nina Alexandrovna kept sighing and moaning when she came the other day, you remember. What's the matter? I asked. It appeared that it would mean dishonour to them. Where does the dishonour come in, allow me to ask? What can anyone reproach Nastasya Filippovna with? What can anyone bring up against her? Not that she has been living with Totsky, surely? That's such nonsense, under the circumstances, especially. 'You wouldn't let her be introduced to your daughters,' she says. Well, what next! She is a person! How can she fail to see, how can she fail to understand...."

"Her own position?" Ganya prompted the embarrassed general. "She does understand it; don't be angry with her. But I did give her a good lesson not to meddle in other people's affairs. Yet the only thing that keeps them quiet at home is that the final word has not yet been said, but there's a storm brewing. If it's finally settled to-day, it will be sure to break out."

Myshkin heard all this conversation sitting in the corner writing his specimen copy. He finished, went to the table and presented his page.

"So that's Nastasya Filippovna!" he observed, looking attentively and curiously at the photograph. "Wonderfully beautiful," he added warmly at once.

The portrait was indeed that of a wonderfully beautiful woman. She had been photographed in a black silk dress of an extremely simple and elegant cut; her hair, which looked as though it were dark brown, was arranged in a simple homely style; her eyes were dark and deep, her brow was pensive; her expression