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Cup of Gold
“But, Mother, I must go; truly I must—and father understands. Can't you hear how the Indies are calling to me?”
“That I cannot! It's wicked nonsense is in it. A little child you are, and not to be trusted from home at all. Besides, your own father is going to tell you it may not be.”
The strong jaw of the boy set like a rock and the muscles stood out in his cheeks. Suddenly there came a flash of anger into his eyes.
“Then, Mother, if you will not understand, I tell you that I am going the morrow—in spite of all of you.”
Hurt pride chased incredulity from her face, and that, too, passed, leaving only pain. She shrank from the bewildering hurt. And Henry, when he saw what his words had done, went quickly to her.
“I'm sorry, Mother—so very sorry; but why can you not let me go as my father can? I don't want to hurt you, but I must go. Won't you see that?” He put his arm about her, but she would not look at him. Her eyes stared blankly straight in front of her.
She was so sure that her view was right. Throughout her life she had insulted and brow-beaten and scolded her family, and they had known her little tyranny to be the outcropping of her love for them. But now that one of them, and he the child, had used the tone she spoke with every hour, it made a grim hurt that might never be quite healed again.
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