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there were any reason for it. Yet how define a folly so indefinite? He only knew that when he encountered that still presence, met those steady eyes, it was with a pang, a thrill—of what he could not tell.
It was on an afternoon, having seen Madeline Tristram ride away, that Maverley, sitting on the lawn near the three other girls, heard them talking of her.
"You have known her for a long time, have n't you?" Frances Goldworthy asked Gladys. Gladys was a blonde, bonny girl, slender and with her mother's nose and chin. She stooped to play with her Dandie Dinmont as she answered: "Yes. She has lived with us for a year. I never knew her very well before that. She and my uncle traveled a lot."
"Were they very devoted to each other?" asked Mary Grey, who was sewing.
"I suppose so," and Gladys turned the Dandie Dinmont on his back and rolled him from side to side.
"She 's awfully clever, is n't she? Knows heaps of languages and reads everything?" Frances asked.
"Yes, she knows a frightful lot," Gladys assented cheerfully.
"You see more of her, I suppose, when there are n't other people here. You talk more with her, I suppose?" It was Mary Grey's more probing question.
Gladys still rolled her dog; her young face had flushed. "Yes, I suppose I do. Madeline never talks much to any one."
There was a slight pause, after which, yawning with rather obvious affectation, Frances remarked, "She does n't seem shy."
"Oh, no; she is n't shy," said Gladys. Still with her flush, but cheerfully, she got up, whistled to her dog, and with her long, boyish step strode off to the house. The two girls, until she had disappeared, were silent.
"Do you like her?" Frances then inquired. She had glanced at Maverley before asking; but they evidently were all on the lighted deck together, and if he heard, it was only of the albatross they talked; fellow-feeling was taken for granted.
"Who?"
"Madeline Tristram."
"It is n't that I dislike her," Mary said, her eyes on her work.
"Well, I do; I don't like indifferent, superior-personish people like that. If you don't dislike her, what do you feel about her?"
Frances had been tilting in her chair and rocking it, her arms clasped behind her head; now she let it rest squarely, in an expectant pause.
"I can hardly describe it; it 's so ridiculous," Mary said.
"Well, say it, all the same."
"I hardly like to."
"Oh, but you must," said Frances, becoming urgent.
"One's imagination is so absurd—one can't of course trust it," Mary murmured, her kindly voice perturbed.
"Well, don't trust it—but tell me what you imagine."
"It 's what I can't help feeling," said Mary. "It 's horrible; but when I see her I can't help feeling almost horror."
In the long silence that followed, Maverley did not turn his head. He guessed a silent gaze. He could barely hear Frances Goldworthy's "I wish you had n't said it."
"Why? You don't feel it, surely?"
"No; but I see what you mean. I 'm afraid I shall feel it now."
Maverley got up and walked away. He felt that he must walk—walk in the sunlight and try to shake off this nightmare. For—yes, that was it; it was horror; but a horror deeper than any that a girl's imagination could frame; and with it, as he recognized it, was a passion of protesting pity.
He met Sir Archie Fleetwood as he walked.
"Hullo," said the younger man, "what 's the matter? You look as if you had seen a ghost."
"Do I?" said Maverley, with a pale smile. "The sun 's hot."
Sir Archie, as though he had found a suddenly propitious moment, put his arm through Maverley's and walked on with him into the terraced garden. There, in the afternoon's most mellow hour of sunlight, the flowers shone with color like translucent enamels. Stilly they glowed, in masses, streaks, delicate jewel-like sprinklings; and to Maverley the motionless splendor was gruesome.
"Speaking of ghosts, you know," said Sir Archie, "it 's the most awful rot, but does n't Miss Tristram freeze the blood in your veins?"
"My dear Fleetwood!" Maverley ejaculated,