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A SON AT THE FRONT
"Ah———" cried Campton, drawing a deep breath. He threw back his shoulders, as if to shake off a weight. "I—feel exactly as Brant does," he declared.
"You—you feel as he does? You, George's father? But a father has never done all he can for his son! There's always something more that he can do!"
The words, breaking from her in a cry, seemed suddenly to change her from an ageing doll into a living and agonized woman. Campton had never before felt as near to her, as moved to the depths by her. For the length of a heart-beat he saw her again with a red-haired baby in her arms, the light of morning on her face.
"My dear—I'm sorry." He laid his hand on hers.
"Sorry—sorry? I don't want you to be sorry. I want you to do something—I want you to save him!"
He faced her with bent head, gazing absently at their interwoven fingers: each hand had forgotten to release the other.
"I can't do anything more," he repeated.
She started up with a despairing exclamation. "What's happened to you? Who has influenced you? What has changed you?"
How could he answer her? He hardly knew himself: had hardly been conscious of the change till she suddenly flung it in his face. If blind animal passion be the profoundest as well as the fiercest form of attachment, his love for his boy was at that moment as noth-
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